#084 wanna use ENGLISH

There’s no opportunity to use English except for  my class, in which really easy English is used.  I’m trying to understand that easy English is really important to tell the things happening around the world. That is my problem that I cannot teach my students English properly. I want them to enjoy my class, but I’m stuck in the place that I don’t know how to struggle with. I just wanna use English to improve myself, not for others. Only way to enjoy my job is to improve my teaching skill, but that’s not what I wanna do! All I need is the place I can keep speaking English while I’m dealing with my stuff not for others! 

What I’m trying to say is that I need some time for myself. Working every day makes me just tired of my life. 

Some tell me that I’m having a lot of fun with my students. Others say that they are having tough time on working. I think we, teachers have Yarigai while working. But is it really worth if we don’t have enough time for myselves in our private life. Hey, please tell me. 

How can I make them have fun in my class?